-Vliamz-*-State Of Trance-* One Heart...One Mind..One Soul.. For The Love of Life.

About Me

Name:
Location: Penang, Malaysia


1st June 1986
Born Ipoh, Perak.
In Penang Paradise since 1988.
Currently Studying in Taylors University College - Diploma in Tourism Management
Loves:-
Hang-out with friends..
Movie..
Shuffle..!! Dance!
Trance.. as u can see...
Swimming.. Water sports..
Snooker..
Dates..
Try new things!Haven't try divin in deep sea yet.
Love my pals.
Love Life!Understanding how complex life is fun!

Hates:-
Fakers..
Bastards..
Bitches..
Egocentrics
Bullshitters.Suckers.
Abusers!
It's a whole list.. don't wanna elaborate anymore.

Desires:-
1. To be updated
2. To be updated
3. To be updated
4. To be updated
5. To be updated
6. To be updated
7. To be updated
8. To be updated
9. To be updated

-:Links:-
 My Bloggers... It's a Click Away.. lBen.-Just Simple-l
lD-Kazee.One of the Trance Addicts!l
lAngeline. She is going to touch the sky.l
lLunaticGal. As crazy as she proclaiml
lReenzz Loves Orange!l
lMarie is Crankyl
lSexyDevill

~Play My Mus!c~
 Put Yourself into The State Of Trance..

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-:Previous posts:-


Goodnight... Found a beautiful song for sleeping....
A Leap of Faith i didn't take....
Questions to be answered
Redeem Time
~ Words Goes Unspoken ~
Men's Dream.......
Moving on
~ Lovely Message for The Drama Kings and Queens~
Somebody's me
OUR GREATEST FEAR.....

-:Archives:-


August 2005
September 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
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October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
February 2008
April 2008
June 2009
March 2010
September 2010
December 2010
February 2011
October 2011
September 2012

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IAMTHEillusioNATION

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~A Fine Day~
Sunday, May 07, 2006

Today is just really a fine day..

I woke up today.. After a short sleep.. Though it was a short sleep.. Seems like I'm awake.. Maybe it's called the awakening.. I feel that today will be a fine day.. Everything will just work fine..

The first thing I do is.. Called up a friend and ask what is she going to do? She says she is going to gurney.. Shop around.. Have a drink.. Then go home.. All by herself.. I was like wow! She is willing to make herself happy.. It's a very big step she took.. I showed her the way.. She did took a big step.. She is walking on her own feet now.. I do feel great! I did touch someone's life with what I've learn.. She is doing a great job.. I'm happy that she doesn't want to hurt herself.. I feel relieve now..

I love to put myself into someone shoe.. To feel how they are feeling.. I believe she love that someone too much that she lost the love for herself and to other people.. Where she is going into the hell within her heart.. She will look fine physically, she will act fine in front of everyone to let everyone knows she is fine.. But deep inside her soul is just emptiness.. She will hate to love.. She will hate the world.. She will let anything sweep her by.. She go with the blowing wind of destiny with the hate she grow to live with.. At that moment no one can help her.. all left lonely.. No one ever knows when she will wake up.. drift away her life.. untill one day she will wake up.. or never will she wake up..

She will live in self pity.. She hopes that that someone will pity her and go back to her.. The truth is.. That someone won't come back, even if he does come back.. She doesn't want pity love.. She understand that love works both ways.. And now things happen and it won't be the same again.. The feeling is different.. There will still be love there.. she will still love him.. but it doesn't matter now.. It all remains sweet memories to remember.. She will cherish all the sweet moments she had..

She will now learn to understand life better and never stop doing that.. She will now learn how to love herself better.. Not to be selfish, nor is she selfish.. It's to keep the feeling of love inside herself and prepare to love someone better in the future that deserves the love she has.. Someone who will cherish her and love her.. Never to judge her, but to help her live the life she wants, which is to keep the love mutual in the same time she enjoys it.. The love that never side her nor him.. It's mutual, where things will work together to keep the love alive.. Thats the meaning of life.. That's the meaning of love..

Girl you can live the life u want,if you really want it.. When you are lost.. Don't forget I'm always by urside.. Not to judge you, But to help you express who you really are to yourself.. To be honest to yourself.. To be a person to learn how to love yourself and protect yourself.. I guess you have change yourself too much to suit someone and you don't like that.. In hope that by loving someone that way and you will get the love you wanted.. But the far truth is how can you love someone when you don't even love yourself.. It's time to change.. It's time to be yourself.. I believe in you.. You can do it!

I didn't change your life.. You changed your own life.. You don't owe anything to me.. You don't need to do anything to make it up to me nor would i want that..

I only know that I know it might end someday because it's not working both ways.. The reason why i told you to keep trying, is because every relationship has a value to it no matter what happen in your relationship.. There is still something worth fighting for.. Things might change.. Chances are it's slim! I never tell you this because i don't want you to stop the relationship like that.. You were happy during the relationship.. But you must know when to stop trying or you will hurt youself.. You learn everything by yourself, never did i taught you anything.. The only part i try to insist on is not to go into emptiness.. I wouldn't want to see a happy soul ended up dead because she kill herself for nothing..

All I want to say to you now is that I'm truly touched by you when you trust me with all your heart, to guide u all the way.. Thanks for letting me in.. Hope you do the same to me next time when i'm in the same state of emptiness.. I want you to be the one who pull me up next time k? It will matter all the world to me if you do that in the future.. Cause i don't want to face the emptiness i've been through.. It nearly killed me..

For now.. everything is fine.. You are safe.. No one can hurt your feelings anymore.. Keep this feeling safe.. That's all that matters most now.. You have your holidays to change your life.. Don't rush things for yourself to change, only when you don't rush to change, you will learn more about yourself..

Live your life now, It's all in your own hands now.. =)

-When You Feel The World Let You Down, You Have Let Yourself Down-

VLiamz danced away @
3:46 AM

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