-Vliamz-*-State Of Trance-* One Heart...One Mind..One Soul.. For The Love of Life.

About Me

Name:
Location: Penang, Malaysia


1st June 1986
Born Ipoh, Perak.
In Penang Paradise since 1988.
Currently Studying in Taylors University College - Diploma in Tourism Management
Loves:-
Hang-out with friends..
Movie..
Shuffle..!! Dance!
Trance.. as u can see...
Swimming.. Water sports..
Snooker..
Dates..
Try new things!Haven't try divin in deep sea yet.
Love my pals.
Love Life!Understanding how complex life is fun!

Hates:-
Fakers..
Bastards..
Bitches..
Egocentrics
Bullshitters.Suckers.
Abusers!
It's a whole list.. don't wanna elaborate anymore.

Desires:-
1. To be updated
2. To be updated
3. To be updated
4. To be updated
5. To be updated
6. To be updated
7. To be updated
8. To be updated
9. To be updated

-:Links:-
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lD-Kazee.One of the Trance Addicts!l
lAngeline. She is going to touch the sky.l
lLunaticGal. As crazy as she proclaiml
lReenzz Loves Orange!l
lMarie is Crankyl
lSexyDevill

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-:Previous posts:-


Goodnight... Found a beautiful song for sleeping....
A Leap of Faith i didn't take....
Questions to be answered
Redeem Time
~ Words Goes Unspoken ~
Men's Dream.......
Moving on
~ Lovely Message for The Drama Kings and Queens~
Somebody's me
OUR GREATEST FEAR.....

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June 2009
March 2010
September 2010
December 2010
February 2011
October 2011
September 2012

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Monday, September 10, 2012


Goodnight... Found a beautiful song for sleeping...
I always imagine my next beautiful girl friend will sing with me...
I'm marrying her! then come what may.... i will be glad to accept it!
~Lights will guide you home.... and ignite your bones and i will try to fix you...
=)

just one of these days midnight emoness....
Weird! I feel alive! This is how it feels to feel.... I think i've lost or blocked it or lock it away... and when will i see myself again? haihzz... Where is the smile?
i'm so fucked.... goodnight...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JI-o25K6B-E

VLiamz danced away @
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A Leap of Faith i didn't take....
Friday, October 07, 2011

It's just because there is a leap of faith you didn't take... cause u a lot

This is about a girl yet again... She is smart cute and such... I wouldn't wanna say that she has been hiding things away... It's just the Fate which is not on my side...

I was chasing after this girl... Which there is other guys who is chasing after her as well... Well i believe very much she is just trying things out... It's not like she is into A or me... but well she did try to make it to me... by making plans to come to Penang... she did try... but it was in vain.. situation aren't on my side or hers... So she decided to try dating A... things pick up from there for her and A...

Question is what would happen if she did make it to Penang? I wish i could turn back time and tell her what i see in her... hopefully she sees what i see... but hell i didn't know anything... i thought things would be fine... but oh hell... after she goes out with A.. things between us just didn't go out well... it's just a twist of fate that brought me to this situation where i am now...

If only i had a chance to show how much i really like her...
Cause no matter what i do now...
It really doesn't matter...
It's all blinded by the feelings she has for A...
I don't know how much feelings she has for A...
I don't know how long it will take for her to let it go...
I dont' know how is it between them...
Cause she doesn't tell me...
I don't wanna be a rebound....

I decided to leave....
Hopefully i will have a shot in the future....

A leap of faith i shall take now...
Hope that in the near future...
I can take a fresh clean start again....
Prove to her what i see...
Take care baby... i really wish things were better between us...


VLiamz danced away @
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Questions to be answered
Thursday, October 06, 2011

If you have read my previous post... This post is just some anger to throw out... Not for you to answer... It's for me to tell you things..

Have you ever tried to love me?
How come i don't see effort... You gave me too much mixed up feelings...

Do you actually think that u would like me?
How come you never tell me...

Or are u chasing something that is long gone?
I'm not the same person as he is.. If when you are out with me... You ever think about him it's really fucked up.. If he is what you want... Stay with him and don't say you tried...

Did you ever try to understand how i work?
Cause i feel like you treated me like a friend when i'm out with you...

Is your attention on me?
If you gonna do it half heartedly.. I can feel it.. You didn't even ask anything about me anymore..

Are you done what you have started?
I can feel and see that u are still missing him. Really please don't deny it.

How come I don't feel a thing? Isn't it the same way you treated me all along?
We have always been like this as a friend.. Don't put me down when i'm trying to express myself cause i know it's gonna be like that.. I didn't want to leave you because i don't want you to think for a single time.. you meant nothing to me.. I was just waiting for you to be over with him.. I was expecting something i've seen before.. NOT THIS!

Do you understand how i work?
you know the things to say... what to do... to have my attention... but i need a closure to the things u have done that hurt my feelings.. I need to talk... everytime i try to express my feelings... you just put me down... i am very scared of you...

How come you left and never say a thing?
Yes you have not notice this.. That's why this question doesn't exist in you.. I didn't wanted to tell you because i don't want you to feel bad... Futhermore does it matter to you when you are with someone else... I know u mention that u care for me... You know that you are a poison to me when you still love someone else... Why did you stay? Do you know how much pain i can bare? do you understand why i kept staying?

Did you even ask when you don't understand?
If you don't understand things about me... I've told you many times... you don't understand... Even the very last minute... I'm not trying to keep you at the very end... you never did understand me...

Too many questions... have you ever face this question?
Start facing it...
Cause I have...
Don't say you ever tried...
I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAID THAT.
I have...
You did not!
I dare to say i love you...

VLiamz danced away @
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Redeem Time

I saw your honesty...
Something i have long for...
I saw your trust...
Someone i can put my heart to...
I saw your Respect...
For the wrong things i've done you have not judged me...
Made me a Man...
Made me myself...
Brings out someone i wanted to be...
I knew then it was her i would willing to be fighting for...
So i tried...
It was not the right time, place and situation...
I should have fought harder...
Tell her exactly how i felt...

All i have ever dream for...
Just remains as friends...
She left me behind...
Came back and Forth...

I knew she has moved away from me...
I only believe time, Place and Situation wasn't right for her...
I only believe she can't because of her friend...
I respect it...

I told her if she ever hates me go away!
She kept came back...
I knew back then...
Something was still right...
I held on although i've lost her heart...
But I have stop fighting...
It just illusions of what i saw...
Just holding on...
Seeking comfort from her...
Not knowing I've lost it all myself...
Lying to myself...

Now i'm redeeming back time...
I'm sorry for myself for keeping lies to myself..
I'm sorry for myself for not letting her know how i felt...
I'm sorry for myself for not trusting her...
I'm sorry for myself for not letting her in...
I'm sorry for not letting her decide on who i truly am...
I'm sorry for myself for loosing myself...

I forgive myself for not letting her in...
I forgive myself for not trusting her...
I forgive myself for not being myself...
I forgive myself for doing all the above...
I am only human...

I forgive her for leaving me behind...
Without telling me...
I have to find it out myself...


I should have left...
But i can't forget...
But i can't stop believing...
It is Real...
I kept pushing on...
But not fighting for her...
Only hopes for her to remember and come back to the way we were...

I lost it all that i wanted...
Just because of hatred for her leaving...

All those hatred...
Comes to an end...
When i confess to her...
Hope she could see and understand what i have been through...
Forgive ourselves...
Start fresh...
With no regrets...

Thank You for the care and understanding...
Thank You for trying...
All this while....

Hopes has not lost...
It is just time would heal...
I'm sorry for being rude and pushy...
I only wanted to understand the situation...
For i need it most...
Because you are someone special to me...
I don't want a leave...
I don't want to remember all the wrong things about you...

I'll leave it to fate...
The day she would come back and redeem the time we have left behind...
With a new spirit...
With forgiveness...
With an innocent and untouched blank sheet of paper...
Without fear of what might happen to us in the future...
As long as we are true to being ourselves as it is and towards each other...
A risk i would take...
A risk which i believe it's not even a risk...

A place i wanna be...
A place i am free...
A place i find comfort...
A place i can be myself...
The place is with you..
Redeem the time we have lost...

Trust, Honesty and Respect.

With Love,
Vliamz.

VLiamz danced away @
3:20 PM

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~ Words Goes Unspoken ~
Saturday, February 26, 2011

We told stories...

We sang songs...

We said words...

Stories ran my Mind...

Melody hummed my Heart...

Voices fill my Soul...

It is truth...

It is illusion...

It is happy...

It is sorrow...

It is pretty...

It is ugly...

It is amazing...

It is confusing...

It is white...

It is black...

Words goes Unspoken...

Silence is nothing but Just...


-One Mind, One Heart, One Soul... for the Love of Life -

Yours Truly,

-Vliamz-


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Men's Dream.......
Tuesday, February 22, 2011


A place i have not have seen in many long dreams...
A place i felt like home..
A place i hope i can be used to...
A place i love to be...
A place i am really at ease...
A place i love to play at...
A place i can be myself...
A place i felt really comfortable...
A place i am always at my toe wanting to be better...
A place i can grow and have wings to fly...
A place i will fly back...
A place i would love to explore...
A place i won't go astray...
Glimpse of the place which is now gone...
Smithen into ashes and coal....

A Better Sword will be forged...
A Better Life will be built...
A Better Man will arise...
A Better Fight A Man will never back down...
In hopes, dreams and love to see a glimpse of the place again...
The place a man wish to be...
This Place is with you..


"One Mind, One Heart, One Soul for the Love of Life"

Truly Yours,
-Vliamz-

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Moving on
Thursday, December 09, 2010

Never Love a Slut!
Never Trust a Slut!
Vliamz She can't handle you...
Just have fun next time...
She doesn't deserve to be treated as a lady...
Just get into her pants... and forget about it...
It's never worth your time chasing her heart....
Cause it flies everywhere...
She wants to be free...

Let her go....
Forget it ever happened...

When she flies back... it's all good...
Same thing repeats over and over again...
Fuck, Flee and Forget!

Have Fun Vliamz....

VLiamz danced away @
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~ Lovely Message for The Drama Kings and Queens~
Thursday, September 02, 2010

To All the Drama Kings and Queens....

Life is already hard & complicated to live by...
Don't make your life so fucking complicated & dramatic as it already is....

IF YOU DO!! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.... HOPEFULLY YOU SUICIDE AND WIPE OUT YOUR STENCH FROM THIS WORLD...

There are so many other complicated things in life that u have to take care of....
Rather than the drama u cause yourself and which effects the people around you, who cares about you....

FUCK ALL OF U!
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE!
GO CRY AT A CORNER!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
*Spits on the floor & and points his finger
NAHHH!!!! ..l.. EAT THIS!

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